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intro
01:01
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the silence (i hear)
04:25
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there’s much to say but the silence lasts longer
far enough has been said and nothing is done to heal
packed with emotions of hate
we hide inside our shell
where are all the words of wisdom?
where are all the words of truth?
and why does nobody listen?
we seem to be lost
the more I see
the less I understand
words of nothing come to me, empty me
to the blank page I was
so I sometimes beg to leave this place
before leaving it with the hearse
coming for the rebel child raised to man
coming for the grown old, gone to the damned
still does nobody see
still does nobody hear
still does nobody notice
we seem to be doomed
slowly but sure
i am approaching the point of no return
kind of emotionless
wandering in dreams
and with every lost word
i prefer the silence
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still apart
04:22
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loneliness the only friend
no one there to care
for what i am or do
to be without reflection
to see not being seen
identity, dichotomy
nothingness I feel
they’re all so close, though far away
still not from heart, not a part
ourselves in dawn’s decay
got we astray?
plenty of all means plenty of nothing
trapped in ourselves
not meant to be free
in a cage of thoughts
alone and severed from each other
plenty of tracks but no single chance
surviving our lives
we all seem to dance alone
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4. |
face of hell
04:32
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future looks darker than ever to me
several losses of heart and mind
pure devastation, my life destroys me
i’m killing myself and I can’t get behind
strolling through the darkness
down this everlasting road
i’m getting heartless
in the face of hell
in the face of hell
i’m standing in front of me
in the face of Hell
is this the life to be
blinded by the grace of god
i choose the wayward path to hell
running on these pale bone mountains
haunted by the bell
but never lost the hope to find
the fountain of my fortune
killing myself with unwanted dreams
losing myself in these effervescent streams
trusted in values so appreciated
smashed down by the hands of doom
nihilism is to come instead
wishing for the dayless gloom
in the face of hell
i’m standing in front of me
in the face of Hell
is this the life to be
i can’t live like this no more
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5. |
bloodlust
03:09
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hatred running through my veins
feeling emptiness and pain
seems that life has lost all sense
time has come for me my friend
bloodlust
hear my cry
bloodlust
time to die
bloodlust
out for gore
your close
i'm coming for
thoughts of rape and kill inside
they’re too strong I just can’t hide
feel I have to end this life
before all I love has died
soul now burns in agony
endless grief I just can’t flee
my tortured brain makes me see
bloody deeds committed by me
i will let you feel my pain
no more chance your cry’s in vain
until death will do us part
slit your throat and crush your heart
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6. |
time to leave
04:02
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time for leaving
always coming too fast
thrashing up your past
on your private road to die
enragement deep inside
this feeling arises
angst is grabbing your hand
no chance to withstand?
like leaving your life
to live another one`s
it`s not yours it`s not you
but so many times you had to go through
all these lives to live
all those selves to give
trapped between – torn apart
leaving again this home – your life
these wounds won’t die away
bound to leave your way?
pale and empty shells you see
won`t find yourself in the future
nor (in) the past
what kind of creature
to always miss itself?
back from the grave back to life
overcome the shame ease the pain
relish these illusions feast on the mirage
for tomorrow is the day to leave yourself again
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